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Xmeagol

Amazing how someone can do things like sleeping 2 to 4 hours a day to me.. how i repressed these feelings for 8 months or more and now, i feel worse for not doing anything, hell, i think i was fucking idiot for not saying anything on the first place, but i was so nervours..
Like a friend of mine said last night: When we like a girl, we say nonsense near them (with a bit more swearing Razz

) so ill explain. 1 month before school ended i got her phone number, i called her, confident, then i heard her voice on the phone, and i frooze..then i couldnt say who i were! i was so nervous i actualy felt my hair falling out.. point is, no one can say "I Love you" to someone you care for, Without getting nervours! thats a bug in humans, makes me think, woman have sucha powerful weapon.. they can destroy us with a few words (and a slap maybe.) and were gona be in the gutter for a long time..
she lives like 2/3 miles away from me.. anyway.
4 days ago, i had a dream, with her, then i sudently wook up, all sweaty and shaking, i had a semi-lucid dream i guess.. (my sub-consious controls the dreams Razz

) it was like 4 in the morning and i drank a cup of strong coffe and something strange happaned, i feel asleep 5 minutes later, thinking in that girl! O.O'

Next morning i went to Hi5 (which i dont have and never will) and snooped for her mail everywhere, anything but found nothing after 3 hours! beacouse i found out by a friend of her's that she doesnt have MSN nor email, so she asked me if i wanted her number, like i praticaly yelled 'YES!!' she gave me and i texted a msg saying "Hey! hows it going!" she asked who i was and i told her who i am, bla bla, then i asked "Hows the field trip to england?" she said "good" then i said "I miss you!" (with some other stuff) then she said "what a sweetheart!" i just couldnt held myself and i said "I really like you.. i love you alot Sad

"dang it i allmost shited myself trying to send it." She didnt belive me, and i since then am trying to convince her that im not lieing! untill last night which i made it pretty clear that i loved her in the last 4 messages.. she hasnt replied yet :[

God, keep away from girls if you have a weak heard (By that i mean having heart atacks often.)

this poem is for her Very Happy

Você, lua
quantas são as canções que ressoam desejos que através dos séculos marcaram o céu para chegar a ti, porto para poetas
que não escrevem e seguidamente perdem suas cabeças.. tu que acolhes os suspiros de quem sofre por amor e doa um sonho a cada alma.. Lua que me olha agora, ouveme lua, lua que conhece o tempo da eternidade e a trilha estreita da verdade faça mais luz neste meu coração, este coração de homem que não sabe não sabe que o amor pode esconder a dor
como uma chama pode queimar-lhe a alma, tu, lua tu clareias o céu e a sua imensidãonos mostra somente a metade que quer como quase sempre depois nós faremos anjos de argila que não voam, almas de papel que se incendeiam
coração como folhas que depois caem sonhos feitos de ar
que desaparecem, filhos da terra e filhos seus que sabe que o amor pode esconder a dor como a chama pode queimar-lhe a alma mas é com o amor que respira é o nosso coração
é a força que tudo movimenta.. e ilumina..

Xmeagol · Posted: Sat Apr 07, 2007 15:00 Post subject:

still no reply :[

i hate myself

The Borg_TSGK · Posted: Sat Apr 07, 2007 18:40 Post subject:

Hell i'm glad i'm not that age any more, sometimes it ain't bad getting a little older. Good luck Wink

SAMWIDGE

well, that was scary Shocked

breeny is in love, its nothing unusual, dont worry Very Happy

Xmeagol · Posted: Sat Apr 07, 2007 19:29 Post subject:

Rublis · Joined: 22 May 2006 Posts: 1075 Country:

krazimu · Posted: Sat Apr 07, 2007 20:18 Post subject:

Xmeagol · Posted: Sat Apr 07, 2007 21:14 Post subject:

i kinda agree with rublis.. May the Parrot eat your balls! ARGH!! -.-

itll work? she aint replying, anything, not msg's, not phone calls O.o

bah

Rublis · Joined: 22 May 2006 Posts: 1075 Country:

im too fast for parrots Very Happy

Xmeagol · Posted: Sat Apr 07, 2007 22:40 Post subject:

You have Parrophobia mate ;D

Shimmy_TSGK · Posted: Sun Apr 08, 2007 05:02 Post subject:

just kill her she will respawn somewhere else then kill her again!

G-Man · Posted: Sun Apr 08, 2007 05:26 Post subject:

LOL Shimmy pwns! Laughing

Xmeagol · Posted: Sun Apr 08, 2007 11:36 Post subject:

shimmy needs a cracker -.-

Shimmy, Bite Rublis's Balls plz. and Hard.

Shimmy_TSGK · Posted: Sun Apr 08, 2007 17:56 Post subject:

dude just cause your having problems with ur love life doesn't mean that me and rublis have to act out your fantasies, that's just very disturbing and equally disgusting Razz

Xmeagol · Posted: Sun Apr 08, 2007 18:02 Post subject:

krazimu · Posted: Sun Apr 08, 2007 18:17 Post subject:

Seriously, until this post I always thought u were a girl Surprised

Xmeagol · Posted: Sun Apr 08, 2007 19:29 Post subject:

Good idea though :p

Diet H2O_TSGK · Posted: Sun Apr 08, 2007 21:19 Post subject:

Anyone got a cloth? I need to wipe the vomit off my screen.

ah - but I'm sorry for your pain. But look on the bright side - at least you know your sexuality. Half the world will rejoice at that.

Xmeagol · Posted: Sun Apr 08, 2007 22:09 Post subject:

I guess

diet, will you marry me sweetheart?

underscore_n0rm · Posted: Mon Apr 09, 2007 21:26 Post subject:

Just a tip from ol' underscore;
Don't lose your cool. Girls like cool. Also, this better not be your first...

There are plenty of kills in the box.

Ghost Dog_TSGK · Posted: Mon Apr 09, 2007 22:27 Post subject:

Well Dr,

You did tell her how you feel,women love that (when they're into you) and she's into you!

Imagine if you didn't say anything you'd be going nuts compared to this!

Honestly I think it's nice to see a soft side to our resident doctor.

Or if you want Dr.Breen I'll help you pump some iron and get super strong so no ladies can resist you (just look at my pic)
Very Happy

The Borg_TSGK · Posted: Mon Apr 09, 2007 23:16 Post subject:

Oh Sorry ghost, your pic looks like your coat has shoulder pads Laughing

Ma[X]u'][' · Joined: 04 Sep 2006 Posts: 245 Country: Browser:

Hypnotize her

Xmeagol · Posted: Tue Apr 10, 2007 10:47 Post subject:

underscore_n0rm · Posted: Tue Apr 10, 2007 16:16 Post subject:

Abduction is not the answer! You can't force her to love you! (The drama has begun)

SAMWIDGE

haha, we should make a soap with this Laughing

dr.breen's love life Very Happy

The Borg_TSGK · Posted: Tue Apr 10, 2007 20:02 Post subject:

You could send a her a music tape with Subliminal messages in it Cool

Xmeagol · Posted: Tue Apr 10, 2007 20:13 Post subject:

Diet H2O_TSGK · Posted: Tue Apr 10, 2007 20:22 Post subject:

For the benefit of those who don't speak Portugese - here it is in English:

You, moon how many they are the songs that resound desires that through the centuries had marked the sky to arrive you, port for poets that they do not write seguidamente and they lose its heads. you that you receive the sighs of who it suffers for love and it donates a dream to each soul. Moon that looks at me now, ouveme moon, moon that knows the time of the eternity and the narrow track of the truth makes more light in this my heart, this heart of man whom it does not know does not know that the love can hide pain as a flame can burn it to it soul, you, moon you clareias the sky and its imensidãonos ones only shows the half that wants as almost always later us we will make clay angels who do not fly, paper souls that if incendeiam heart as leves that later fall done air dreams that they disappear, children of the land and children its whom that knows the love can hide pain as the flame can burn it to it soul but it is with the love that breathes is our heart it is the force that everything puts into motion. e illuminates.

Shocked

Maybe it lost something in translation. But I think the Moon has too much influence - stick it.

Xmeagol · Posted: Tue Apr 10, 2007 20:41 Post subject: